childhood innocence ;

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Why couldnt you just see it thru me?

how come someone so smart can do something so stupid?

why does everything in my life needs to be part of an adventure?

why do people like to assume things when they dun even see the real picture?

why do miserable people make others who are already miserable more miserable?

why am i angry at you?

why do i have some questions left unanswered?

hahahahahaha

i need to stop thinking though but these questions need to be answer. if not i'll just keep wondering and pondering and wondering..

and i noe itz all wrong but i didnt noe bout the whole thing at first. if i had known i wld not have done it at all. i wld have stop myself.. but you didnt show me anything and carried on like things were normal. i dun want to be seen as the bitch or the destroyer of the city.. if you really treasure watever things you have, like wat you've told someone, then please, please treasure it..

i've been in the situation before and it wont hurt as much as before..

i've given away pieces of my heart a lot of times and i dun noe how many more i can give away till i have none left..

but at least i noe..

itz not supposed to hurt this way
i need you i need you
tell me why

my devilish rants;
5:27 PM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Do you know the enemy?

have you ever been in a position whereby you noe you are doin something wrong but you just cant stop doin it?

or you are supposed to be sleeping but you sleepily checking out other's facebook?

now that i think bout it, i think i should hide from the world...

and ask myself wat the hell was i thinking?

wat was i thinking?

i need to know my enemy..

oh well oh well

silence is..

my devilish rants;
10:49 PM

Monday, May 11, 2009

Resurraction.. (in a way..)

yea, Hajar told me my blog is dead..

so decide to write something to make is alive

hahahahaha

so, a lot of things to update..

last i updated was the 2nd KL trip.. hmmmm

then in March, i went to Bali..

uber amazing and uber gorgeous!!

really, really love to go back there..

then, supposedly, after that trip, i was to go to Yunan for the coffee trip, in April, but it was cancelled as they say that itz not in season. so coffee trip postponed to November (as if... peak period you noe..)

that aside in May.. was supposed to go to Phuket!!!!!

but thanks to the chaos, mummy dun really allow it to happen.. hahahahahahaha

so another trip on-hold...

but the girls planned a trip to Perth in July.. hahahahaa

ya ya.. i caught the travel bug..

hmmmm and i'm not killing it.. yet

hahahaah

June, hopefully after all those cancelled trips, i'll be making my way towards Tioman..

please...

shit.. forgetting work.. hahaahahaa received my store snapshot.. one of the worst in my entire career as a barista..

haiz... risau ke

and i hate SB-XX now.. thanks to a certain XX, i wont want to go there to show any support unless so-and-so asks for help..

hai.. bitchy.. but i'm bitchier (if there's such word)

but they are lucky that they are near another store cuz i love the other store to the max.. hahahahaahahah a bit bias but i still love the partners...

and of cuz, my partners.. even though it was a rough boat ride, i'm still glad we managed to sail thru easily.. without them, there's no vee-two...

and of cuz all the attachment partners that helped me along the way and my managers..

hai.. but still wish for more.. for my dream store..

a girl can only wish...

and i shall blog more.. cuz this is where i can release my secrets... just read between the lines and you noe wat i'm talking about..

haiz.. risau ke

hahahahahahahahahaha

my devilish rants;
4:03 AM