Sunday, August 31, 2008
How can i not love you

the song which i've been singing to Lydia and to 1/25 of the customers that were waiting for their drinks

and it is the song

THE song by Joy Enriquez


Cannot touch, cannot hold, cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss, cannot have each other
Must be strong and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know

How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

Cannot dream, cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel, must pretend it's over
Must be brave and we must go on, must not say
What we've known all along

How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
How can I not love you

Must be brave and we must be strong
Cannot say what we've known all along

How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you
When you are gone

"how do you reject buying the things that you like?"

cash converters?

so that some other person mite like it better?...

*shrugs

my devilish rants;
12:20 AM

Wednesday, August 27, 2008
How do i explain it to myself?

i'm tryin to find a perfect song to match my feelings today..

my song in the cab on the way home;
One Republic- Mercy
Fotress of daylight, caught me on standby
Waiting to catch the quickest plane
Fly me to nowhere, it's better than somewhere
That's where I've been and nothing's change

the song when i was on the bed last nyte
One Republic- Say (All that I need)
Well all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head

the song when i was opening the door to the FCC
Alanis Morisette- Uninvited
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

the song when i'm doing this
The Red Jumpsuit Aparatus - My Guardian Angel
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I noe I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning grey

are you or are you not?

i'm in denial

fucking hate you

my devilish rants;
9:35 PM

Monday, August 18, 2008
Gold Coast!

trip was great!

Surfers Paradise was uber cold

Mooloolaba was awesome

Noosa was better

skin is dry

nose in pain

ear is blocked

wallet is dry

pics will be up in facebook

i miss a lot

wish you were there with me..

my devilish rants;
11:46 AM

Monday, August 11, 2008
I'll be flying on the G5 G5

my weekends are so filled up..

Singfest was amazing!!

did i mention that i went??

hahahahahaa

it was hot! pics will be out once it is shared.. Jason Mraz was good.. One Republic was awesome! PCD were hot! Everyone was wonderful!!

enjoyed myself like totally even though it was really, really hot..

3 straight sun days!!

and there were some awkward moments but who cares!

and i was left alone during the Panic! At the disco performance.. someone wanted to eat kebabs and ya, was gone for like 1 1/2 hours.. missed the entire Panic! At the disco performance and half of Jason Mraz's... and made me panic for a while..

and when that someone turns up, everything was in the hands but no kebabs...

so ya, no dinner for the rest of the evening...

and we really had to leave halfway during Miss Keys performance cuz i was opening the next day and we were hungry..

i was, alrite..

and we met Anan and Izad on the way to supper..

small world =P

only yest wasnt a sun day.. it was bright and sunny when i woke up but there were thunders.. sea breeze wasnt werking at all..

hahahahaaa

but it was one of the best nyte riding i ever went..

actually it was my first nyte riding.. hahahahaaa

East Coast to Changi Village back to East Coast

my butt hurts!! and my arm/elbow hurts thanks to someone who kept pressing it..

but thanks a lot for the warmth also..

totally protected me from the cold wind blow..

hahahahaa

ya rite...

but thanks a lot though

i'll write more when i come back from my trip..

gonna miss you!

my devilish rants;
9:19 PM

Tuesday, August 05, 2008
ASM

finally i had a good month end

if not, either i do opening or mid or closing...

basically, i wld have to werk

hahahahaah

so, thanks to my charm and kay, partly Mr G's mistake, i got the day off and yea, went across the Causeway..

to get my cookies!!

went to Aeon Tebrau City with someone who neva been there before.. and of cuz went to City Square cuz the last time i went there was like super ages ago... it was kewl.. got myself another graphic tee for 20RM

and ate a lot!!! went to Sushi King and enjoyed my lunch cuz the nyte before went to Dib's dearie chalet and chilled out with the Poilce people then accompanied dear and stayed overnyte after my closing..

and yea, met the person at Kranji at 12 the next day.. so easy for him lah.. 2 stops away from his lah.. i took 969 to Yishun and then took the train..

but no complains.. hahahaahaaaa

took 170.. so goon me...

spoilt brat..

hahahahahaaahaaa

we watched the Dark Knight and i froze to death..

thanks for sitting in for the 2nd time though..

=)

and thanks for the warmth..

enjoyed myself totally...

had laksa again but we didnt have our cakes..

next trip.. after my Australia trip

which is in about 7 days time!!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

dun miss me kay...

but i will miss you

oh ya!

thanks for all your well wishes!! ASM of PS..

there goes my social life................

and ya.. i think i'm falling

my devilish rants;
9:46 PM

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