Tuesday, June 24, 2008
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

i cant wait for June to be over..

actually no..

i cant wait for 4th of July to come..

hahahahah

cuz 3rd was the day before and 3rd is my PIAT..

so i cant wait for the 4th..

;)

and of cuz, 6th, 7th and 8th of July cuz i'm goin KL..

weeeeeeee

i need a break.....

ya ya

June was an interesting month, indeed..

RMT, then 2 weeks of waiting, Ambassador Cup, then another 2 weeks of waiting...

the waiting game i should call it.. (super tired actually... even though i did mentioned i wld stop running but i cant.. i tried though..)

"watever rawks his boat"

watched "Dun Mess with Zohan" the other day.. super lame and hilarious movie.. good to watch it if you just need the laughs.. Jumper is now out on DVD so gonna rent it and then watch it at CY..

ha ha ha

cant wait to go back to PS and be the evil bitch that everyone will hate..

had a wonderful dream though last nite depsite being sick.. involving me and someone and someone else..

remember bout crossing the roads?

there wasnt any roads involved though. just stairs and more stairs..

then again, just a dream..

Everyone around me thinks that i'm goin crazy

I dun care wat they say cuz i'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they dun noe the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that i keep on closing

You cut me open and i keep bleeding love

my devilish rants;
5:28 PM

Monday, June 16, 2008
If it kills me

so yesterdae was a series of events happening

i am finally done with my Ambassador Cup 08

was talking to Kristie who will be top 3 for the Cup

cuz they are goin to be in the new Coffee Leadership Team (CLT)

we were predicting who will be goin to lead the team this year as last year, it was a bad team..

Ah Hao took care of everything.. (kudos to him!!)

so we were called up on stage after everyone had done for the interview..

standing behind looking at the crowd

Anqi got called out first

followed by Karen...

so the rest of us were chanting Oyah's name

and they called out mine!

for the first few seconds, i stood there doin nothing with that blank look on my face

super classic look..

hai..

my plate is officially full..

but James promised that the rest of the district will help me carry them..

hahahaahahahahahahah

neway i got got 2nd runner-up (no surprise lah.. my interview was super damn short)

and i want to get over with my PIAT!!!

cant wait for 6th of July...

and thank you so much for the lil token to begin our friendship.. Mr Mraz will be proud that you increased his sales!!

and thank you so much for being there last nyte even though you told me that you were not going...

:)

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

my devilish rants;
3:24 PM

Sunday, June 15, 2008
So true.. =P

Being in love with a XXXXX man means living in a practical world, where there will no be fairytale dreams. If you are too sentimental, then better take a u-turn right now. You will have to wait a long time to get him involved in a relationship.

They are extremely dedicated towards their family and friends.

Too much aloofness or too much closeness is not what he wants. A little bit of sensuality, mixed with some intelligence and an interesting disposition is what he desires.

XXXXX men do not run after girls and romance. In fact, they do not mind being single at all. So, you will have to make a XXXXX realize that he has fallen in love and needs to form a relationship. Remember, subtlety is the key to all this. If he wants, he can seduce you very easily, while being subtle all the time. He is not prone to flirtations, so you have no reasons to doubts his intentions. In fact, he is too sensitive, selective and honest to indulge in such kind of behavior. The love of a XXXXX man is clean, innocent and pure, though it may take some time to win it. XXXXX men are not too jealous, but they are possessive in the extreme.

Never expect him to fall in love with you at the first sight. He is very cautious about everything and that includes love and relationships. Lying will get you nowhere with him. He wants a genuine and honest relationship and cannot stand dishonesty even for a second

He does have a heart; you just have to sway it the right way. It may take time, but it will be worth the wait.

my devilish rants;
11:30 PM

Friday, June 13, 2008
I try and try but i cant


my devilish rants;
10:47 PM

Thursday, June 12, 2008
Gossip girl meets the L word

wasting my time by default is a good example of wat i tot for the whole process

but i figured this is the best

Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
When after all this time that you still owe
You're still, the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out while you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you like I did yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up while you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you like I did yesterday"

i would..

it was really nyce catching up with you during the run... providing you with Gatorade and all

but the end is here and i got to stop running cuz my heart is not strong enuff to carry on..

i'm tired

good luck in completing the run!

and you too! i dun need the jacket

i need warmth.

my devilish rants;
11:55 PM

Saturday, June 07, 2008
Dun be greedy

had a super long day yest...

opening then headed to HQ for the AC08 meeting with the DCM team.. then meeting ends at bout 9-ish..

sat at the platform while trains arrived, contemplating whether to meet James, Lawrence and Anqi for a movie or just head home straight...

3 trains past and yea, i took the train that headed to Boon Lay..

hahahaaaa

so yea, went to Jurong Point and i was like a lost child.. managed to get someone to accompany me on the phone though... could have met me but refused..

hrmph..

but thanks a lot for the company.. and the one on my way back too.. ;)

watched Kungfu Panda though...

i was closing my eyes 1/4 of the time but it was a good movie. i needed the laughs...

after movie, the guys wanted to eat more so i chill with my teh tarik...

and then it was long ride home in the cab with Anqi... talked a lot of rubbish... she nearly let out the name of the mystery person while we were having supper..

nooooo...

but we used coded names... hahahahahahaa

neway got to go.. Fai just called to take over her shift..

so i'm opening tmr...

and i can watch Moto GP...

yea!!

go Hayden!!

my devilish rants;
11:25 PM

Tuesday, June 03, 2008
To whom it may concern

i was happy when i received that msg from you

after an hour of wait, i was glad to noe where i stand

like wat you've said

insyallah we'l be ok (:

but i was caught by surprise when you told me bout the road crossing thing

and when you told me bout the other person involved, i was even speechless

hmmm.. didnt noe you noticed all these or maybe you saw it before

so, next time, we shall find roads that has no traffic lights to cross

so that i can hold on to YOUR bag

but for now, we shall just let it be..

we'l be ok

my devilish rants;
10:19 PM

Sunday, June 01, 2008
She likes that album version from "We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things" album while i like the video version

i'm pissed..

but at the same time glad we get things cleared..

i was better than DivX when i was decoding..

thanks to Sergio Mendes, John Legend, Mariah Carey and of course, Mr Jason Mraz

=P

but the silence is deafening

killing me at times...

when you are not doin anything on Sunday

and when "I'm Yours" is not playin on my phone

and when the answers are always " I dunu"

and when it ended with a "muahahahaa"

Do ya want to come on scooch on over closer dear
And i will nibble your ear

waiting..

my devilish rants;
6:30 PM

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