Thursday, May 29, 2008
Dont fall in love with me

today was a super funny day..

yea, glad it didnt rained or worst, a thunderstorm

i wore a long skirt and they laughed at me..

POS

Mat and Janice, i will wear a dress to your store one fine day... James, you also!

"You looked so beach today.."

hahahaaa.. must be the slippers

but it was fun today.. went around half of the island..

then again, it was my off day..

and someone told me to listen to a Sergio Mendes feat John Legend song

Please Baby Dont

Please baby don't (baby don't)
Don't fall in love with me
Please baby don't (baby don't)
You know my history
See honey I (honey I)
I'm just trying to warn you (let me warn you)
Please baby don't (baby don't)
Don't fall in love with me

I've been cruisin down this road for a while now,
I should tell the truth...
Girl you've been so good to me but I know
I'm no good for you
You should run while you can
Find yourself a better man
'Cause I'm known for brief romance
And breakin hearts across the land
Yes I've been known to have a few temptations
Out there on the road
And let's say hypothetically I've slipped and
Took a couple home
Girl I know that's not fair
You need someone who'll be there
So just get away before it's too late
And you're pain is too much to bear

Please baby don't (baby don't)
Don't fall in love with mePlease baby don't (baby don't)
You know my history
See honey I (honey I'm)
I'm just trying to warn you (let me warn you)
Please baby don't (baby don't)
Don't fall in love with me

Please baby don't (baby don't)
Don't fall in love with me
Please baby don't (baby don't)
You know my history
See honey I'm (honey I'm)
I'm just trying to warn you (let me warn you)
Please baby don't (baby don't)
Don't fall in love with me

Now on second thought maybe we'll give
This love another try
'Cause I can't see you with no one else
I'm selfish I can't lie
So let's go, let's go slow
You know all you need to know
It could end one day but
Let's just say we'll see how far it goes

Please baby don't (baby don't)
Don't fall in love with me
Please baby don't (baby don't)
You know my history
See honey I'm (honey I'm)
I'm just trying to warn you (let me warn you)
Please baby don't (baby don't)
Don't fall in love with me

so?

are you telling me that literally??

my devilish rants;
5:35 PM

Saturday, May 24, 2008
Thanks for making me occupied in June!

watched another movie today...

this time, we watched it at GV Marina after someone realised that if we go Cathay all the time, people mite mistook us..

hur hur

yea, wat about RC and Alif?

then again, in Miss Carey's werds

They can say, anything they want to say

watched Indiana Jones (yea, another action movie for me)... the theater was freaking cold lah!! i got my most comfytable jacket but i was still shivering..

Miss selalu sejuk

and they should ban first 2 rows seats... my neck hurts a lot..

and someone fell asleep..

movie was dragging though.. it was about 2 hours and die-hard fans will be disappointed wit the ending...

i need a chick flick!!

hahahaahahahaha

last but not least, i shall share some happy news with you lots..

no, i'm still single..

RMT on the 4th of June and Ambassador Cup, you will see me on stage on the 15th..

Mr G and Mr Koh...

thanks a lot eh...

my devilish rants;
3:36 AM

Thursday, May 22, 2008
I stay in (out of) love with you

itz raining heavily as i'm typing this entry..

ya ya

i sang... my heart out

hot chocolate slam!!!

sorree i dint pre-warn you guys last nyte...

so, watch the match this morning all alone on a Thursday morning...

frustrating but yea, we won...

was thinking bout the 98/99 match against Bayern durin half time

We said let it go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well' each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now, no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

scream-singing to the song fyi

so contradicting

but i am trying

slowly....

help kay

thank you

my devilish rants;
7:09 PM

I ran and ran but i ran past

i've read between the lines and between the words

tot i manage to decipher the whole text

i get it..

i've lost..

but it was a good run... i totally enjoyed it a lot...

as per normal, wat i expect is always i expected

all the best in everything..

next month is a busy month for me

trust i wont have any time too

i shall stay focus

and August is coming pretty sooon

let me stray..

the 8 words, pls consider the last 2 words...

It cannot wait

thank you

my devilish rants;
1:18 AM

Saturday, May 17, 2008
They dun love you like i love you

kay i made it to level 2...

Tuesday.... level 2...

how??

hahahaaaa

can i sleep again and wake up on Wednesday??

watched Taxidermia last nyte after my long mid shift.. was supposed to be out by 9:30pm but due to the overwhelming response of people wanting to get their drinks, i was delayed till 11:00pm...

poor you.. waiting for me.. 3 missed calls..

i was werking you noe... even though i dun smell of coffee

hahahahaaa

movie was at The Picturehouse.. so classsss... not.. hahahahaa and wat was the movie about?..

hmmmm....

i have no idea actually... i asked the same question when we took the elevator down..

no, itz not about taxi or cabs or anything with 4-wheels...

you can say itz interesting though.. itz a Hungarian movie.. very interesting with some scenes that may or may not be disturbing to you..

(i hide behind when it was the blade-coming-towards-his-neck scene)

and you have to be 21 and above to watch it kay..

=P

and no, there wasnt any bruises or marks...

but it was an interesting nyte afterall... walked back to PS then me and the rest, we talked again.. it was good to see Han and Kiat came back after his closing at R2

bitching session again.. even though me and Kiat and Janice bitched a lot the nyte before..

hahahahaaaaaaa

we all should win an Oscar for all those award-winning performances..

and yea, you can keep on running kay.. i was considering you but then again..

i will still catch up with you when you need me to.

my devilish rants;
2:26 PM

Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Worries

as i'm writing this, a lot of things are in my mind...

firstly, the situation of the store

a lot of things will be happening for sure.. movements and changes. i dun noe if i can handle them actually.. but i think itz about time i take control of some of the things.. we shall overcome this period cuz afterall, he wont be there for me all the time... it will start all over again for sure but we will endure it..

secondly, the situation of another store

a lot of talking and bitching that i really cant say much. cuz i've never werk with them before. all i can do for now is just listen and be the pillar of strength that i promised i'll be.. but i guess itz getting way out of hand that you are goin through watever i went through.. i didnt expect things to go this way but then again, you are strong.. i noe you are.. a few have mentioned that we both are the same.. i got through mine so i think you can do it too..

no matter how hard is it, you noe that if you need help, i'll be there for you... no matter how far or how terrible the matter is, i promised that i will work it out with you..

it worries me when you said you are alrite but i noe you are not..

it worries me when you have a smile on your face but deep down inside you are hurting a lot..

it worries me when i asked you something and your answer is not wat i wanted to hear..

it worries me when you take care of me when you are not even taking care of yourself..

please stop worrying me..

i'm not asking much.. just dun worry me anymore......

i will step back and let you run for a while if you want me to... but i will catch up wit you...

but for now, i will step back..

third and last, i wonder how long more i should stay awake just to make sure my hair is dry so i can sleep..

bye bye

my devilish rants;
3:23 AM

Sunday, May 11, 2008
I wanna grow old with you

(first song that played when i turn on iTunes.. random ahahahaa)

yest, went for the Level 1 of AC08..

scarry..

my tongue is badly burnt.. till now..

i can feel an ulcer coming out.. hahahahaaa

felt welcome into the team though.. results will be out tmr.. hai

hahahaaaa

but i had Krispy Kreme again... =P

hahahaha

thanks a lot Saiful for those wonderful, delicious doughnuts..

most prob be getting them again.. hahahahaha

rite? my part time lover and a full time fren??

hahahaaa

and yea, even though it was another bad shift today ( we were down with 3 partners for my morning side and one on the nyte), but because of 8 little words i received the nyte before, even the rain didnt dampen me..

ya rite!

but ya... 8 little words which my part time lover will be doing some analysis on them..

but who cares!!

hahahaah

***** ** ** ***** *** *** **** ***

let me be on Cloud 9

dun spoil it yet for me love..

but then again, i wish i wasnt the receiver.. hai

i've got to stop goin to some places.. itz distracting!

stop me kay... stop it eh..

on the other note, my condolences to both Liana and Emelia families for the lost of their love ones...

you gerls be strong kay..

I wont hesitate no more no more
It cannot wait
I'm sure

There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate
I'm yours

when?

my devilish rants;
11:21 PM

Friday, May 09, 2008
One down, one more to go...

weeeee

today went well...

i'm a DeeeCeeeeMmmmm

yea!!

so ya..

now must study for Level 1..

this Saturday..

wish me luck!!!!!

my devilish rants;
1:42 AM

Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Can I sleep and not wake up till Sunday??

I've neva felt like this before
I'm naked around you
Does it show?

hahaahahaa

my state rite now only applies to the first line (not the title!! ) and not the second...

*cheekopeks! =P

it was so much easy just being a Coffee Master..

group presentation was a breeze cuz you are given a task.. solo presentation is a chore cuz you do everything...

and i didnt want to do this... not yet.. like i said previous previous previous entry before, i'm just not interested... yes, i do have the passion but i'm selfish! i dun like to share.. screw all the 'Be Knowledgable' cards...

hahahahahahahahahha

can i get others to sell me?? they are the ones who wanted me to go.. like a nomination lah.. for eg POQ... partnter nominated dun have to sell themselve off wat... the SM or DM will sell them to the panel.. DCM cannot huh??

Darth FP is not helping at all lah..

"I want her to be certified end of the month.." he said that in April

"If you want me to be DCM by 15th May, can but no Ambassador Cup.." i told him on the 16th April (dun ask why i can still remember the date... i got long term memory..)

"What?? Come on lah. You noe who you are up against with?" he retaliates.

at this point, he have no idea who were participating...

"I sent you cuz i noe who you can beat the rest with your knowledge and skills...."

ya rite!

"8th May presentation. Go book a room for her.... Take the training room..."

lucky for me, my Jedi Master AnQ was concern bout me cuz i looked like i was about to cry

"Italian room is fine lah.... Or maybe Verona..." she said

i died and went to the other galaxy

and all these happen when i was on my official break! damn!!! i shouldnt have talk about werk at all... my Jedi Master Obi-Law was so scared for me too.. all i wanted to do when i came back to the store was to ensure that the store is in itz cleanest condition and the partners were all fine... i was to be given some ordering tasks and just run my shift like i run it during my PT days.. Coffee Culture will still be mine and so is the LEM center...

but no!! that wasnt wat the Darth had in mind

is there any time when someone presents and didnt get certified?? will i be the first one??

and ya.. the level 1 for the AC08 is on Saturday...

grwwwwwww

wont be surprise if i didnt make it to level 2

dun say i neva say...


noticed tat the Darth is a Darth while the rest are the Jedis...

oh ya.. started on my novocaine project again...

and ya, sorree if i mistreat you in my rantings on my blog... just need a punching bag...

hur hur

he's not that bad actually.. the Darth.. he's like Anakin.. walked over to the dark side... it make looks like he's the evil person and all in the entry but he's not. like i said, Anakin was once a sweet, cute, innocent young boy... Darth was sweet enuff to give me wat i need before he walked to the dark side lah... but, watever conversations i've written was wat Darth really said... so i didnt exaggerate..

maybe when they are in bold, they looked scarrier....

may the force be wit me..

my devilish rants;
1:25 AM

Sunday, May 04, 2008
Thank you

this whole post is to the partners that werk their asses off and those who made an impact in my life for the past 4 days

Sophian --> for doing all the prep werks and trash runs and extending your shifts for a long time
Samuel --> for doing all the prep werks and trash run and extending your shift despite being sick
Elizabeth --> for doin spilt shift and covering up other's shift even though it was your off day
Farid --> for coming back to werk from skool and covering other's shift twice even though it was your rest day
Kaiting --> for extending your shift most of the time
Jessie --> for coming back to werk even though you were somewhere out there and was not werking for that day
Abu --> for extending your shift and ensuring the store is somewat workable
Sham --> for your shift
Lydia --> for helping me to take stocks from other stores and making sure there were enuff supplies for the store

from SB-EP;
Fahmi --> thanks a lot for the wonderful shift that i finally had with you. totally enjoyed myself werking with you
Gary --> just like the good old days man!

Su from SB-PB for the wonderful shift i had last nyte..

my dearest ASM for ensuring there were enuff partners to werk for my shift...

Kiat for the support and love sent to the store

Jeff for supporting me throughout the shifts

Suffian for coming down to store which was a good feeling cuz i miss werking with him!!

SB-PS partners for being SB-PS partners.. we rawks!

SB-CY partners for being our nyce neighbour!!

Hiday SB-CP, Sahar SB-CH, Troy SB-TG and Mo SB-ST for giving me wat i need to run my operations

my lovely Aisha and fren for the dinner last nyte.. so sweetttt of you guys..

Eddy and Didi for waiting for me to end werk so we can go home together.. cuzzies forever!!!

all cab drivers that took me home safely..

my mum for nagging why i always turned up at the doorstep late in the morning

and to you for being there always

and last but not the least, me.. for werking!

my devilish rants;
8:41 PM

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