childhood innocence ;

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Sway.. dun

aite another week has past and itz been great.. as usual, werk my arse off the last 5 days and now, opening is not at 0645.. itz 0630! arghhhh... meaning i have to be out of the house by 0530 and meaning i have to be up by 0430... argh!!! but itz great to wake up so wee in the morning when everyone else is still sleeping.. itz really calm and when i walk to the station, itz so peaceful.. ohhmmmm

life is the still still so nothing much.. MCR makes my day everyday cuz listening to them is so calm.. ya rite! so emo but itz me so itz emo.. i like.. hahaha

oh ya! caught the trailer for the drama Shooting Star whereby they played Big Runga's Sway on the background... arghhhh.. my song!!!!! i lurve that song so much cuz itz like you noe, you saw that guy then you shy shy then like you noe you saw him again then you noe.. go check out the lyrics then you get wat i mean... i like the songggg!!!!~

one tree hill is finishing soon.. damn..

aite iwishididntdothethingbutdamnididitandicantturnback..

i dun want it to be another whole drama again

i'm sick and tired of it

just give me a sign and it will be forgotten

just one

or something bad

Don't stray don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes when you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say it's all because of you

And here I go losing my control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it to your face
It doesn't seem right to look you in the eye
Let all the things you mean to me come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time tell you why I say it's infinitely true

Say you'll stay don't come and go like you do
Sway my way yeah I need to know all about you

And there's no cure no way to be sure
Where everything's turned inside out
But still in so much doubt
It makes me so tired I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now it's all so sour
Cause sweets in every afternoon

till the next entry..

my devilish rants;
1:44 PM

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Very very super duper happy!

i'm very very happy i have no idea why... hahhahaa.. got this smile on face ever since i came back home from werk.. and no, i didnt meet anyone on the way home nor at werk.. was just happy.. muz be the walking... it gives me endorphine.. hahaha

still smiling i am.. hahahaha..

ya, i'm back to werk.. itz been great and last Saturday, manage to go out with some of the partners jahat.. hahahaa, Izad, Ahmad, Sinah and Fadzy... since Izad will be enlisted soon, we decided to have a mini outing among ourselves and it went awesome... Inah cldnt come with us cuz she had to werk.. met Man at PS cuz he was doing some things there before the 5 of us make a move to Pizza Hut cuz we were hungry.. then we walked to Cineleisure to watch the Maid and it was freaking alrite.. hahaha... then after, we chilled at LT Starbucks.. hahahaaa.. ordered complicated drinks just to annoy them and annoyed myself too cuz they made my life a bitch.. hahahhaa

Izad- iced venti 4 pumps vanilla soy no whip cocoa
Fadzy- iced venti 6 pump mocha low fat no whip cocoa
Mine and Sinah - iced venti lemon zen iced shaken tea
Ahmad- simple.. lime juice

the order got mixed up somehow which i noe it will be but no biggy... the store was quite busy and i cant blamed them rite... but they were good, really.. and saw the guy who's face is in every Starbucks store.. the join-the-team man, James.. he's the store manager of LT.. he was there..

then Sinah discovered something and it was really funny... didnt believe it at first but she told me and i was like kwang kwang kwang.. and we shared something too.. ;D

Sunday got kenduri for Atuk's 6 day thingy.. i was still sick from coughing and my nose was blocked till now and everyone seems to think i'm crying.. i wasnt but sometimes i am.. awww

but i'm still happy..weeeeeeee

oh ya! just now on my way back home on the train, there were these 2 primary skool gerls, who went overly excited when one of them spotted a guy.. she went "Gosh! Argh!!" i turned to look at the guy but he wasnt that familiar to me.. maybe he's a singer or something.. then these 2 gerls became so groupie, like you noe asking the guy if he prefers straight or curly hair then asked questions and both of them were standing up.. i was 2 seats away from him and one of the gerl was like saying out loud when will the lady, seating next to the guy, be standing up cuz she wants to seat next to the guy.. then her fren was like asking the other person seated next to the guy when the seat will be empty.. so they were like interogating the guy and got one time the guy even stood up to seat at the last seat but one of the gerl beat him to it so he has to return back to his old seat...

gosh! it was worst than a paparazzi chasing you.. worst than a groupie.. more like a stalker.. hahaha

and no, it wast one of the thing that made me smile all the way home..

or maybe because of.... hmmm.. for me to noe and you will neva find out :P

till the next entry!

my devilish rants;
2:53 PM

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Miss you..

I miss you
Miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
I hope you can hear me
Cause I remember it clearly

I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't a fake it
It happened you passed by
Now you're gone
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back

I miss you

In loving memory of my late grandfathers;
Yayi- Hj Yusoff Bin Hj Salleh (1920-2005)
Atuk- Hj Noor Bin Hj Haron (1929-2005)

Atuk, you left us suddenly on the 16th of August but we noe you went away peacefully. Now you are up there with Nenek, I'm really happy for you. We will meet one day kay Atuk.. You will always be the Scrabble champion in my heart..

Yayi... Itz been more than a month since yu left us. Nyai still miss you and we still go over to your place to keep her company.. She's been feeling great lately and even cooked us Mee Siam todae.. Miss you...

my devilish rants;
1:32 PM

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Herman..

had a great dae todae at werk even though i was blardy tired.. last nyte did closing then started werk at 1030 in the morning.. damn.. but Man was the MOD so i was happy.. or i thought so..

neway, attachment partners were there to help so was glad.. cept for few minor glitches and for the first time, i saw Man in panic.. hahhaaa.. he had this face and all and i totaly pity him.. neway, Man is leaving us.. *sob sob* ;..( i'm so sad!!!!! argh!!!!

Man is being transfered to US (United Square) as they are opening a new store soon.. i'm really devastated that he is leaving us.. i mean, he's great to werk with, fun to talk to and he listens to me whining and complaining and all and there wont be anyone to do that with me when he's transfered.. i guess my new hang out will be at US but only when he's on shift.. hahhaa

had dinner with him cuz he decided to ditch Shaun to have dinner with me.. huahuahua.. this week was all dedicated to Man.. he took me to LJS on Wednesday and todae we went to Liang Court to check out his 'A Carrot A Day' book at Kinokunya then we head to MAc cuz he missed having MacNuggets.. had my Filet and we talked... told him bout my stuffs and the previous entry stuffs and i was totally glad that i'd talked to him. he gave me few advices and it was kewl.. i really looked up to him as my brother and i liked to be around him cuz he always put a smile on my face no matter how bad my day had started.. gosh! i'm so gonna miss him

hopefully, one day i mite even join you during your nytes out but tell you early2, i wont hang out till late lah.. you noe my story lah eh.. unless i do closing then you noe i noe.. hahahaa.. and maybe after store meeting.. we should go for supper aite bro! and dun worry bout the 15th.. i will definately do closing with you..

neway Herman, this entry is entirely dedicated to you.. (if you actually typed out my name in Google and you are actually reading this then, woah! you've found my blog!! oh my..) it was really my honour to have a fren like you.. glad that our path crossed.. all the bset for the future ya! and kalau boleh, attach lah kat kiter nye store.. it will be great to have you back..

till the next entry!

my devilish rants;
1:24 PM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Thank you

Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal
And you never had a chance
Love it, or leave it, you can't understand
A pretty face, but you do so carry on,and on,and on

I wouldn't front the scene if you payed me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on,and on,and on,and on
Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door
What's life like, bleeding on the floor,the floor,the floor

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

Preach all you want but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun on the bookyou gave me, hallelujah, lock and load
Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent sun
It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you run,and run,and run,and run

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me your reason to believe

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
You wanna follow something
Give me a better cause to lead
Just give me what I need
Give me a reason to believe

you noe who you are.. thank you..

my devilish rants;
1:10 PM