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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
MUG Award..

werk was great todae. extended my stay cuz they need me. hahahaahah ya rite!

got myself another MUG award.. from my store manager.. weeee.. the first one was from Shaun, thanking me for helping him out with the closing.. then Jessie thanked me again for covering other partner's shift last minute.. and now on the recognition board got 2 cards with my name on it.. bangga babe...

partner of the quater? can? hahahaahahahahah i wish!

oh ya! i'm comfirmed.. after 3 months on probation i can finally get my card.. which means i can get discounts at other stores where none of my classmates werks.. hehehehee

i'm really lost for now.. a long lost fren is back in my life and i dun noe wat to do next. i noe that i'm totally ignoring the fact that things happened few years back and that i totally blamed myself for being a dork. but now i dun noe if i should give it another chance after wat happened. but wat if?.. hmmm.. ponder ponder

do people even read my blog?

apart from Sany and yes you, Hanim.. i noe you are one of the faithful.. and ya, you too, Hidayah..

i'm so lonely i'm miss lonely i have nobody for my own arghhhhhh

it sucks i noe.. been thru that for a v.long time.. hahahahaa

especially when you need someone to just follow you somewhere and you noe that your frens cant be with you cuz of other commitments to their other half.. (i noe you guys are goin to kill me.. try anyway..)

but i'm getting over it... when there's no one to follow just do it on your own... no one is goin to pull you up if you fall down, rite?..

if you feel window shopping and your best fren cant accompany you, go ahead with your plan.. itz good to go shopping alone cuz there will be no one to tell you that the skirt looks ugly on you whereas you think you will be drop dead gorgeous in it..

or when there's no one to accompany you to watch soccer, go ahead and watch it alone.. itz great to swear without your frens hitting you everytime you say fuck.. (they do.. ;P)

kay nuff bout my nonsense

till the next one though..


my devilish rants;
2:56 PM

Monday, May 30, 2005
Slight hope..

aite, went for a solo walk at Compass Point just now and it was great.. ordered carrot cake (finally..) and the otopus balls.. but of course got the chicken ones and not octopus..

before that met Ida and Faizah at An's void deck to chat while An washes his new Gilera.. ya ya and Ida told me he mite be buying back his old Vespa.. guys...

had a great time driving with the wind blowing (i wound the window..) and screaming on top of my lungs

vindicated.. i am selfish i am wrong i am rite i swear i'm rite i swear i knew it all along

then while waiting to enter the carpark, there i was again screamsing..

uh huh this my shit all the girls stamp your feet like this

enjoyed my driving.. weeeee

oh ya! mummy and daddy goin to umrah for 2 weeks.. gonna miss them.. but it means more werk for me.. kids... haiya....

good thing, car is mine!

argh!!! when they went for haj, i was missing them badly.. now umrah.. cant be apart from my mum for more than a day kay..

even when i go to werk i will tell her no matter where she is..

when she's away and i'm goin out, i will still give her a call.. just to let her noe that i'm goin out..

when she's at werk (way long time ago), i will call her before i go to skool, return from skool and before i got to sleep..

how?...

2 weeks.. hmmm.. Kiligie... ahem ahem.. avec moi? tres bien?.. hahahahha muakks!

slumber/sleepovers anyone?

next entry then!


my devilish rants;
2:27 PM

Sunday, May 29, 2005
Dedication...

chatting with Sany while i'm doin this.. didnt realised that he's been reading my blog but neway, Sany darl.. thank you so much for everything.. the nonsenses and the laughters and the invitation folding at the bedok reservoir, all those memories, i will neva forget.. writting bout that, remember the Grammy Award in 2003... we were still folding the invitations at one of the void deck then you called up Azam (hope i got it rite..) and Norah Jones got all the awards and we were pissed?

if you dun itz okay.. at least i did.. hahaha

a lot of good times we had.. i totally enjoyed your company and our bitchin bout a certain someone.. (damn.. i wish i didnt you noe wat with you noe who..) and of course your second cousin.. hahahaaa... that's bad..

and the lectures plus your smoking and my nutella sessions at the void deck.. miss those moments... damn.. can i go back to those time? pleaseeeee..

and the time you tot i was on the phone when it was actually my mum and you got carried away.. that was classic.. hahaha

the time when i finally get to your house and then i got my bday pressie from you... which is the best cuz i get to enjoy Avril in my house!.. haha

neway since the entry is all bout you, i'm dedicating the entry to you Sany boi..

and yes, i still have a thing for bois in hoods..

if you wanna bring me down, go ahead and try..

oh ya! side track a bit.. yesterday Abg Taufik came down to my store.. uber gorgeous.. the only thing that was hindering me was the bar.. damn the bar.. but the best part, he stayed even though we were closed... weeeeeee hahahaaa...

Sany darlin.. we should really meet up.. we should.. dun care bout others cuz i miss you!!! when you are free you let me noe kay...

neway till the next entry!


my devilish rants;
2:45 PM

Thursday, May 26, 2005
Ponder..

a fren of mine recently asked me this question; would i go out with someone who is handicapped? someone who is wheelchair-bound for the rest of his life... it got me thinking for a while..

my answer; if he's independent and not totally dependent on others for basic needs, why not? if he's werking then itz good... rite?..

kay, that's my opinion. dunno bout others. but would you?

go on.. think bout it.. while i eat my vadai..

haha.. got you thinking didnt i?

neway, werk was good. a bit slow though. no fucked-up customrs.. haha.. last week got one complain.. his order was late.

him-"how come other people gat their drink first while i'm here since just now?"

me-"i'm sorree sir but there's a jam at the frap bar and ..."

him-"i noe that my order is bein mixed up and someone is not doin their job properly..." (and there i was holding on to his last drink.. by the way, he ordered Mango Frap and Choco Frap)

situation;
he is the 3rd customer in line. the 1st 3 ordered frap drinks too. cust no.1 4 fraps.. no.2 and 3, 2 fraps each. his would be no 9th and 10th frap i will be giving out. cust after him ordered a tall latte. bar nobody so obviously the tall latte guy will get his drink first rite?... we only got 2 blenders so wat to do.. you have to wait..

so me again "sorree sir but we have a new girl just now and she learning along the wa..."

him-"i want to see your manager!"

me-"hold on ya while i get him for you.."

told my manager bout it my manager went, kena scolding again then

"i want a written explaination!"

and i'm like watever!!!!!! but i was still smiling.. CUSTOMER IS ALWAYS RITE..

but thank god there was another customer that appreciates wat i've done for him. saying that we always give him good service so that completes my nite..

that's one of the nytes in my life..

but itz fun.. to see the ugly side of singaporeans.. hahahaaa

how bout my first question? still thinking?

till the next entry!


my devilish rants;
2:00 PM

Monday, May 23, 2005
Mourning... ha!

watched another exciting game in my life... first was Malaysia Cup final in Shah Alam in 94' then followed by the Treble winning of Manchester United against Bayern Munich in 99' and yesterday, Manchester United against Arsenal...

so sedih.. but they played well.. very very well. they could have won but there wasn't any luck for them.. tot this last match will be good before that American Idiot (no pun intended GD!) took over.. hate it when penalty shootouts determined the winner. itz like you wasted 120 mins running.. (The only shooutout i like was when Singapore won over Tottenham 5-4 during one of the friendly played in National Stadium... like duh! Singapore won even though Stan Colleymore and Darren Anderton were playing..)

pity Man Utd... but wat the Gunners said was true.. "The better team lose..." haiya...

there's always another season... red devils all the way!! yea! cheesy..

neway, after the match, 3hrs later i'm up for the walk of the year... the Big Walk.. Dayana and Muz came at 0610 and i drive like a maniac (just a saying...) to Kallang Stadium cuz the roads will be closed at 0630 so must chop chop... had breakfast at Mac before proceeding to find my family.. had a good walk but it was uber hot...

wish i won the Latio but i can only wish.. hahahaaa.. felt like a star during the starting of the walk. cuz there were so many photographers ala "paparazzis" snapping your pictures while you walk.. they were in the great Nikkon shooutout comp..

went back to tamp then went to CS to get my baby back..weeeee... walked back home, skali, baby pasang tak betul.. had my showers and my 40 winks then walked back to CS to tell them bout it. then now, my baby is back! weeee... they only changed the LCD display... so itz alrite lah..

Kie.. good luck! muaakss..

aite.. nuff said..

this shit is bananas B-A-N-A-N-A-S

til the next entry!


my devilish rants;
1:15 PM

Friday, May 20, 2005
Potter news..

arghhhhh... Harry Potter!!! kay, trailer for the 4th instalment is out. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire... short but it showed some snippets of the movies. those who have read the book will be awed.. hahahaa.. tink that fall only to me and Ida.. ya ya..

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince will also be out on 19th July. weeeeeeee... so happy!!!

but back to todae, was a bit saddening... hahahaaaa.. ya rite again... it was raininigggggg. so Kie.. so sorreeeeee and furthermore You-know-who you noe i noe then You-know-who you noe i noe. then i you noe i noe. bings seh. but itz alrite i'm kewl.. but damn! if only... oh ya! take care of yourself kay during the long weekend.. gonna miss you! and oh! your "prized assets" is so not safe with me.. hahahahaahahah

till the next entry!


my devilish rants;
2:40 PM

Thursday, May 19, 2005
Review--> Episode III: Rvenge of the Sith

alrite.. reviews... kay, Star Wars: Revenge of the Sith... classic!!!!! goin to watch it again soon. just for info, not watching Star Wars for the sake of Hayden rite. i've watched the last few ones when i was ickle so i mite as well complete the whole saga.

neway, Hayden was gorgeous. gone was his padwan ponytail and grew his hair did. and so was his emotions. nearly teared up but had to maintain. showed strong emotions when he was being lured to the dark side. it was for the sake of love when he was lured. i mean, he loved Padme so much that he will do anything so that she wont die. sweet rite?... awww

but Anakin was stupid to think that everyone is turning against him. goon. but if he didnt do that, there wont be Darth Vader rite?.. so finally, the story of how sweet looking Anakin turned into "One day i'll be the most powerful jedi on earth. I promise you!"-(Attack of the Clone) Darth Vader. classic kan...

Obi-Wan was classic. he tried to tell his young aprentice that he needs to control his anger but that Anakin ego mah.. wat to do...

but do check this movie out if you are not a Star Wars fan. if in doubt, you can always watch EpisodeI :Phantom of the Menace then EpisodeII : Attack of the Clones... then, if you get hook on it, good! wait for the whole saga then watch it all over again.. actually, the triology is out.. in a box set. so go check it out...

till then!


my devilish rants;
1:16 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005
A plain morning...

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt

Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually

hahahhaaaa.. so me. minus off the flirt.. i'm so innocent kay.. very.. i'm shy.. bleurghhh!

listening to Musicmatch free 1hr music and itz playing old skool songs... zaman secondary skool nye.. hahahaaaa.. very classic but itz only like free for an hour. BORING!

chatting to Inah while writing this.. my new lesby partner. Rosy quit, so i got no one. but Inah was there and she's the sweetest... will give me a hug anytime of the day which is so warm and comforting.. kay i hope i dun sound to lesby. hahahahaaaaaaa

tmr got date you noe..

Ki dun be angry. only 140 mins. on thursday i'm yours for the whole 105 mins. lurve ya!

Hayden!!!! waoung waoung..

ya Sunday! Big Walk. dun laff. i'm goin. wishing for the Latio.

till the next entry..


my devilish rants;
1:39 AM

Monday, May 16, 2005
3 more days...

now with the the stupid law and the media coverage on blogs, i cant really voice out my opinions.. fuck but i dun care.. hahahahaahahahaaa

neway fuck all these laws aite... personal or not, itz my blog. dun like wat you are reading, by all means leave..

life is normal. nothing interesting happened so itz the same for me. enjoyed it though cuz i'm living like tomorrow is the last day for me.

you make me wanna la la lalala la la lalalal lala lala

damn

she's a rebel she's a saint she's the salt of the earth and she's dangerous

she's a rebel vigilante missing link on the brink of destruction

till the next one!


my devilish rants;
7:32 AM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Happy Mum's Day, Mummy!

new layout cuz i'm sick of the old one. and itz irritaing anyway..

weekend was alrite.. went to werk on Saturday morning and it was a slam but it was worth while. i mean i did OT so itz good. then walked around to get a pressie for my grand-daughter. yeah, you read me rite.. grand daughter.. hahahaaaa.. Ayzan's daughter. Amni (hope i get that rite..) she turns 1 last weekend.. cant fine anything so decided to go to Compass Point's Kiddy Palace to get the present. they dun call Kiddy Palace for nothing you noe. then i walked to her house which was not that far if you are someone who loves to walk.

yesterday was a day dedicated to Mums.. and my house was full of mums anyway. so i went to JB with my sis to collect her lens then i bought the mums a cake which was uber nyce! you guys should check out the cake shop in Malaysia, Lavender. classic seh.. then we went home and had dinner then cut the cake, took photos with different mums and it was all done! had a classic day again..

next week is the release of final episode on the Star Wars movie.. weeeee!!!!!! Revenge of the Sith... and i'm watching it!!! weeeeeeeeeee

and this Friday is the Friday the 13th... itz just another Friday so who cares! but GV is having this offer whereby you get to watch 3 horror movie, plus a free flow of popcorn and drinks at only $25! great deal kan?.. should i or shouldnt? that's the question... geeeee

neway, i need to get my rest. closing tonyte so need to sleep!

till the next entry!


my devilish rants;
4:05 AM


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