Thursday, September 30, 2004
Fucking paranoid... Again!
just got back from another lepakz session with the normal peeps.. Ida, An and Ish.. Ida wanted to break her fast at Al-Shalihin and she got her wish.. but too bad, todae no cempedak.. we go again soon kay gerl..
neway, house have been very busy and noisy the past few days... my day starts at 8 wit the kids shouting and crying till they go home.. and i wonder wat the house will be like when Kak Suzee give birth next month... hmmm..
there's something that is botherin me ever since i stepped out of the car just now.. even though keeping it positive, but somehow i noe that something will happen. i dun want anything to happen cuz it wont be fair to everyone.. or maybe itz just my immagination or it isn't? or maybe this is bull or is it just me? like i said, i'm paranoid...
i'm really paranoid... paranoid over everything.. my life, which is a bitch.. my frens.. my family.. my health.. i'm just paranoid rite now..
i'm really feeling so pissed rite now... this is me.. one moment i'm feeling alrite the next i feel like just shutting my world... fuck! feel like shouting and screaming on top of my lungs but i cant.. i'm grittin my teeth and bittin my lips till it bleed.. life's really a fucking bitch!
my devilish rants;
1:42 PM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Done!
yea.. i'm done paying my debt to Him so i'm kewl for now.. maybe i'll fast again next week.. neway a big thanx to Ida and An just now for accompanying me to break my fast. it was fun lepaking with you lots. Ish too! hahaaaaaaaa.. i dun noe why everytime i looked at you, you have to laugh..
oh ya! Ida got a pair of Nike Air Dunk courtersy of Nas. it was really really nice. brown and all.. classic..
oh ya looks like i cant make it to 16th December cuz Ida was on the 17th. weeeeee... hehehee
till the next entry!
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3:22 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2004
16th December 2004
received a news from Ida which is quite good but cant say much here but neway, all the best aite gerl! you noe wat to do if anything were to happen but hopefully no..
went out with Dayana and Aisha this morning. supposed to have breakie but Kak Ina told me to go Sengkang (when actually we could pay the thing in Pasir Ris.. damn!) pay the thing then we went to LJS Tampines and had the fish wraps.. which was good as per normal... then went back to my house and chill for a while before making our way to town. sat and chat and chill at LIDO for like 3 hrs then went to Borders then took the bus home..
16th December... the day they will be waiting for.. i only wait for the 9th but why 16th? will let u noe when the time comes.. if something happened, itz good and i'll be very happy knowing it happened but if it doesnt then, i'm kewl cuz i dun really care for now... hhaaaaa... 16th..
i wish!
till the next entry..
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2:43 PM
Friday, September 17, 2004
I'm such a fool..
kay Adlina's back home.. and now at Gramps place, awaiting for him and Cik Sari to be back from the airport. then later, meeting Aisha to give her loong-awaited-belated bday pressies.. hope she likes it..
new song up on the page. Cranberries with Linger. that's how i feel currently.. you got me wrapped around your fingers and i'm such a fool not to noe..
till the next entry..
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4:57 PM
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Single..
kay Adlina is back in Mount Alvernia cuz of her jaundice... juz like Shukrey when he was born... a bit high but not as bad as him lah... neway, went to Thomson Medical just now and the place was super classic. there was a valet for parking and the place looked so wow.. neway back home and later meeting up my darls.. Anim, Hudah and Yati for dinner.. have not been seeing them for so longggg..
last nyte, i caught 'Who want to marry my dad?' rite after 'The Bachelorette' and something the dad said made me realised something bout myself. scarry but somehow true... then i dreamt bout lots of things. some are good while some are like weird.. but i like them.. wish they come true though!
till the next entry!
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5:55 AM
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Yada yada yada...
itz over... the job that is... not that i quit but they dun need us anemore but neway, itz kewl.. my back hurts again and itz killing me... the pain that is... neway, went out with Ida to IKEA to get some stuffs then went to town to get more stuffs and the best part, our 5-day salary has yet been deposited into our account... damn... but it was kewl... then went down to Tampines then met An and we had dinner at BK... talk and laugh and this time, no bitchin.. how Ishdah is that?.. erm.. hahahaaa
then made Ida and An to wait with me for the bus before they went off.. reached home, a bit of naggin then gave Adlin her stuffs to her mum then sat down and watched 'Meraung' with Tomok.. geeee... i'm so emo... yea, yea.. i'd cried.... boo hoo
kay my back is really killing me now.. take care while i go and cry.. hahahaaa... really..
till the next entry!
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3:19 PM
Friday, September 10, 2004
Introducing Nur Adlina..
kay.. i'm an aunt again... hahaaa... one more month and i'll be an aunt again.. how lucky.. hahaaa... neway went to see mum and baby just now, after werk.. So ulu the place.. Mount Alvernia.. and itz so scarry.. hahaa.. i dun noe... maybe they have all these patungs of some saints and then there she was standing on top of the buiding.. hhaaa.. go figure.. then there was a chapel and all... hahaaa...
neway, my 5-day stint is finishin tomorrow.. Ida is glad so am i so kinda happy bout it.... she's having Maggi goreng tomorrow... hahaaaaa...
til the next entry!
my devilish rants;
1:35 PM
Thursday, September 09, 2004
Why?
why is it that everytime you try to be strong, everything else just come stumbling down? and when you fell, you fell so hard that you cant be bothered to get up again knowing that you will fall even further? or when you are doin something good, it seems something evil to some? or when you have to be cruel to be kind?.. why cant things simply go your way so you dun have to go thru all these whys?...
or why i'm weak... itz killing me...
my devilish rants;
1:50 PM
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
Got my baby back...
finally i got my baby back so i can finally blog... hahahaaa.. itz been long and a lot of things happened recently.. but firstly, my condolences to Abg Md Nor and his family on the sudden loss of his beloved dad..
Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat...
then Gramps and Cik Sari went to Umrah and they will only be back in Singapore in bout 2 weeks time... Mummy celebrated her 52nd bday but she still looked as young as ever... we had dinner at Seoul Garden Takashimaya and the guy was so cute.. hahaha.. shuddup Ishdah!
neway, me and Ida got ourselves a 5-day part time job at ComfortDelGro... and todae was our first day.. it went well... hahahaaa.... a lot of 1s, 2s, 3s and 4s... and my jaw hurts after reading it aloud to Ida but it was fun...
went to Tampines after werk... waited for An with Ida then after that i made my way home.. had dinner and here i am, bloggin away... neway you take care aite! Yes you! The one who is reading this...
till the next entry..
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1:33 PM
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Mum's back!
hahhaaa... just now i saw a free show at my basketball court..... hahahaa fight... couple fight... it was like they are telling the whole block that they are having a problem... so goon! and the gerl was practically screaming to the guy's face when she was just sitting next to him... i went to fetch my sister then my mum told me that my dad went down to talk to them.. then he feared that they will scratched his car for being a busybody... hahahahaaa..
neway Kak Ina told me tat her baby will be born on the 9th of September.. hahahaa.. ya.. that's the date the doctor set for her... cuz she's doin c-section... weeee cant wait for next Wednesday.. hahahaaa
oh ya! went out with Ida, An and Dayana again... hahaa this time we went to Causeway point. Lepak at Long John for like a while before makin our way to the Civic center... it was fun as per normal.. enjoyed my time again... want pics? hahaha here they are...
and here's a pic of my lovable nephew, Shukrey, in my cap and looking at gerls.. his past-time.. hahahaaa kiddin!
till the next entry!
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6:14 AM
