Monday, July 26, 2004
I am selfish
finally i'm done wit the pinata thingy... it was supposed to be a spider but sincei left 2 of its legs, i have to change it into a semut biru... damn! hahahaaaa i'll let in some pic soon since i've not been puttin pics for so long so wait huh...
so neway, guess wat?.... new maid wanted to go home after werking like a couple of days... at this rate, people mite think we are mistreatin our maids... but we are not aite... really and honestly... this time she wants to go home.. crying and all and my sisters were like, go ahead.. but they are not goin straight home as wat they would think... cuz they owe the agency money so they have to repay back to them before they can go back home... Kak Ina was still pissed bout her biodata actually... she said that she would want to eat pork.. wat the fuck! but we still took her in, maybe she would change her mindset.. but neway, she's gone so now waiting for her replacement... fuck!
a few more days and i'm goin off to my temporay house for the weekend.. hahahaa.. no lah.. Shukrey's burfday party... well, first grandson so a bit grand lor... hai... ya lor... damn.. Aloha Loyang tau.. bunglow sumore... so lucky! so neway, i'm in charge of the whole game thing.. gonna bully those kids.. hehahhaahhahehehahaaa... with the pinata and all... hahahahahaaa
oh ya! Rossi won last nyte race so did Pedrosa.. kewl
neway check out
Vindicated by none other than
Dashboard Confessional
Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me
So isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away (3x)
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away (4x)
{Chorus}
Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...
till the next entry!
my devilish rants;
1:22 PM
Monday, July 12, 2004
Mean
saw Avril's My Happy Ending video just now.. it rawk!!!! hahaa.. ya ya.. so neway, life's a bitch! hahahaa... no itz kewl.. totally.. did a mini spring cleanin of my room then vacummed the house since the brats went back home so now me and mummy only.. dad is werking the nite shift and itz so boring but itz good. no brats! yea!!! enjoying my life as an aunt to 2 kids... for now.. heeehheee
oh ya! went to Dayana's sis-in-law's place at Bukit Panjang the other nite... saw Matin and he's such a cutie!!!!! really... and so small.... before that, went to her bro's place at Sengkang and the house is kewl! really the modern type of house i'd be happy to live in.. alone... hahahaa.. yeah.. really like it a lot.. i could be happy alone in that house... no one to bother me.. how wonderful is tat...
there was one nite that set me thinking.. bout lot of things.. like why am i being me and all... like one moment i'm kinda happy and the next moment, i think.. thinking is good but when there's a lot in your mind, it gets all mixed up and that's when i get too emotion and sometimes depress.. it scares the shit out of me sometimes and that's why i always wonder and think... any stop to it? or do i need a
Swiss Army Romance? go figure..
hahaaa.. till the next entry!
my devilish rants;
10:53 PM
Friday, July 09, 2004
Who Knows?
kay, MAPAS test went okay but it totally scares me.. heheee.. totally forgot bout the time limit so while i was busy calculating the sums, the screen went blank... so neway it was tough!!! really... couldn't understand some of the test.. honestly... those with the pictures thingy.. wierd.. heeehee.. but saw a lot of guys who were being called for check ups.. there were like only 7 ladies incld meself..
so neway, week went well, gone with the maid... dun ask.. hhaaaaa.. no lah.. she was good but she had this skin disease and mum said we couldn't keep her as the disease was attacking her hands and since there will be newborns soon, they said hygiene is important.. so neway gettin new one, again, soon... wat a waste... Lulu really could werk but cuz of her old employers.. damn them! treated her so badly... when her hand turns out to be that, they send her back saying that she couldn't cook for them... it was totally bad... i mean, her skin was craking and bleeding.. idiots!
so erm... nothing really fancy happened.. went back to swimming and my arms hurt but itz all for good cause.. make me healthy.. tot of jogging tomorrow.. we'll see.. heee
neway, tot of leaving with a few werds (kay a lot of werds) from Avril Lavigne's Who Knows;
Who knows wat could happen
Do wat you do just keep on tryin
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day
So you go and make it happen
Do your best just keep on trying
I'm tellin you
There's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live todae like itz my last day...
till the next entry!
my devilish rants;
11:53 AM
