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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
On Tuesday I am fading...

aite.. interview went well only like the first 2 hours then suddenly, poof, thanx for applying. try again when there's another opening.. gee! do u think i should?....

neway i went to apply as a flight attendent... go on, laugh all you want... so neway got thru the first interview whereby me and the other 4 gerls beat 5 gerls to get to the second round. then come the one-to-one int... gosh! fuck! really... guess they looked at your name... so far that day, i only saw the chinese goin thru all the way. not to be bad or wat but it was the truth. do they hav like a quota to how many malays they can accept?? say nice things bout me but then, "i'm kinda hesistant bout hiring you..." gave him a very perfect smile and thanked him and walked out of the door.

then came in the worst part. my car couldn't start! fuck! really... when i first reached the place, i left my diploma at home. then now... fine, started the ignition and it was one of the worst sound i ever heard.. even scare me now.. turns out, Aisha had left the aircon running for about an hour then the battery died. so called up Abg Md Nor then we waited for Abg Adam to pick my dad up and then they jump-start the car.. then we drove to Shell at tampines to change the battery... so only you lots noes bout this.. i told my dad that the car just couldn't start... neway he did mention tat the batt was too small to run a 1.6 car so i think it was sort of a blessin in disguise... gee...

but neway, had a really enjoyable time with the gerls in the eveing. Dayana picked us up at my place before i drove over to pick Dibah up. then we went to East Coast McCafe and had some drinks and chat and laughs... it was great. didn't think bout the int anemore... hahahaa...

so neway the next day got a letter from the gov. i had apply for the WPO for air force and they had asked me down to CMPB for a MAPAS test.. any idea wat is that?.... so neway hopefully i get this one if not, then i'll find another... maybe Gulf Air or Emirates?... heheheheheheahahhaaa...

oh ya!!!! the other day, dramamama at my place. my maid fainted... she faked it actually... when the agent came, she could walk and even slammed the car door hard... so we got a new one again... i'm really sick and tired of all these gerls.. i mean if youcome here to really earn money, then earn it.. they really take it like they are on a holiday... and the new one always and i mean always, asked me wat to do when mum gave her instructions about few seconds ago... and she always blame other for her own partaking... irritating.. any idea how to train a maid?... pls...tell me.. hahahaaaa

neway enjoy the music.. till the next entry!



my devilish rants;
4:47 PM

Wednesday, June 23, 2004
And by Wednesday, I cant sleep

Pieces Of Me
by Ashlee Simpson


On a Monday I am waiting
On Tuesday I am fading
And By Wednesday I can’t sleep
When the phone rings I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
I see you’ve come to rescue me

Fall, with you I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath
I hope it lasts

Ohhhh
It seems like I can finally
Rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhh
It’s as if you know me better
Than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

I am rurally and messy
I get restless and it’s senseless
And you never seem to care
When I’m angry you listen
When you’re happy it’s a mission
And I won’t stop till I’m there

Fall, sometimes I fall so fast
Well I hit that far don’t crash
You’re all I have

Ohhhh
It seems like I can finally
Rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhh
It’s as if you know me better
Than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

How do you know?
Everything I’m about to say
Am I that obvious?
And if it’s written on my face
I hope it never goes away
Yea

On a Monday I am waiting
By Tuesday I am fading
Into your arms
So I can breathe

Ohhhh
It seems like I can finally
Rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhh
It’s as if you know me better
Than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
Ohhhh
I love how you can tell
Ohhhh
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me



my devilish rants;
10:26 AM

Monday, June 21, 2004
First job interview!! Yea!

wee!!! so long neva blog.. so neway, since no one really read my blog, i can mouth bad things to people! ahahaaahaaaaaa.. evil but too bad.. but dun wan ar.. let people do to us not we do to people... my life policy, thanks to ibu! hhhahahaa Dayana's mum!

so neway, i got a job interview this weekend and so excited bout it... hopefully i get through to all the interviews... but importantly, get thru this one first... oooo... so excited....

then last week, we celebrated Gramps bday... almost all my aunts, cuzzies and uncles were there and it was fun! gossipping as per normal.. hahahaaaa. lame but it was totally great.. so neway, gramps was very happy that the cicits and cucus were there with him so he was happy... and i'm happy for him too!

so neway that's all that was exciting in my life... till the next entry!!!



my devilish rants;
11:47 PM

Wednesday, June 16, 2004
I can be an asshole of the grandest kind

itz been so long i noe... neway, been busy wit the kids and itz really as per normal.. mum's goin for surgery tomorrow.. they are doin something to her hand... so itz all me this week.. me to do the dishes, me to do the laundry and me to do all.. hai.. hahahaaaa but getting used to it so no biggy!

oh ya! BayAreaRocBlasta, my bro-in-law's band won the second prize at the Singapore Art Festival: Best of the best; Band.. Congrats to them!

for those who haven catch Harry Potter and POA, do catch it cuz itz amazing (have i said that before?..) and to those who have caught it, tell me how you feel bout it.. cuz i dun really like it that much..hehe.. kiddin! itz just that the flow of the book and the movie is totally different.. gee.. if only they let me direct the movie.. it'd be longer than LOTR..hahahaaa

neway nothing more for me to write cuz there's nothing more to write..hahahaa.. let you noe more when there's more.. aite!




my devilish rants;
10:46 AM

Tuesday, June 08, 2004
The Monster book of Monsters

hahhaaa... kay itz been days since i've watched the show but guess wat? i'd watched it twice (the next day i went wit my neighbours which was kewl.. i mean i watched it twice!!!!) hahahahahha crazy but i did and it was awsome!!!! really!!!! and the knight bus!! woo hoo!!! took the ride recently and i won a set of the bookmark!!! so clever!! hahahahaa.. they were havin a quiz whereby i answered it correctly... embarassing actually... i mean me answering the question... i mean there were a whole lot of young kids there and i answered it.. the title is the answer for ur info.. they asked wat's the book title for the subject of Care of Magical Creatures?... hhahahahahahahahahaaa

kay neway, just got back from Melacca so kinda tired and all.. applying for a job now... really need one badly...so will be back to tell more of the stories and a lot more on moi!

till the next entry!




my devilish rants;
1:16 PM

Thursday, June 03, 2004
Something wicked this way comes!

wee!!!! fianlly!!!! the day has come for me.. now counting the hours to watch the third instalment!!! weee!!!!! oh ya! Ida, if you want to watch the movie, i'll be glad to join you... yea.. crazy me i noe... now, cant wait for the dvd to be out!!!! so i can watch it over and over again!!! hahahahaaaa and no one can stop me! oh ya! anyone who noes any Harry Potter music codes pls tag.. i'm desperate!

aite.. parents and sisters and occasionally bro-in-laws have been buggin me to get a job.. really need a job rite now.. CPF has send me another latter bout the deferment of the payment.. damn!!! need a job badly and now competition is on since 3 other polys have relased their final yr students... hai... heellleeeppp!!!!

neway pray for me that at least i get interviews for the jobs i've applied...

oh ya!!!! a big felicitation to Kak Yasmin and Abg Zul aka Dayana's brother and sis-in-law for their new bundle of joy!!! a baby boi!!!! and also to Kak Liza and Abg Nafi aka Yati's sister and bro-in-law also for their new bundle of joy, a baby boi too! ladies... you're an aunt now... welcome to the club! heheeeeeeee

i have a few more months to go before i get that kind of thingy.. not me you dummy!!! my sisters... Kak Ina is having a gerl.. and Kak Suzee a boy.. so cant wait for them... another 3 more months and 4 months respectively.. wah.. my house will be a child care... hahahah Shukrey will be jealous!!! hahahahaaaa any takers to be babysitters? pls tag..hahahaaa

neway got to go and write a cover letter for my job application.. till the next entry!





my devilish rants;
12:04 PM


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