Wednesday, March 31, 2004
Faith fell short this time (all the time actually...)....
aite... my frens came over on Sunday and we had ice-cream and chips and we even baked cookies which was alrite and we had fun... really enjoyed it...
Lin Marlene, Dibah, YaTee, HuDah and IdA... thanx a lot gerls for coming over and spendin half og your Sunday with me.. totally appreciate it!
then that nyte, sumting bad happend and me and Yatee and Hudah went to SunPlaza to talk bout some stuffs... decided to go to BK to get our dinner and we had it under one of the void decks.... then we sat and chat till bout 9++ when we decided to make our way home.. a long the way, told Yatee that if she cld only sleep over at my place it would be fun and she did! called her mum and told her sis to send her stuffs along the way.... we watched 8 Mile then we continued another movie halfway cuz it was boring... in the end we talked throughout the nite... we only sleep at bout 530 in the morning but it was kewl.
woke up at bout 730 cuz the childcare was about to open. waited and waited for the kids, no sign of thme. called up their mum and she took the day off so i need not take care of the kids. decided to go to Ubi to top up some cash and then went back to Yatee's place to get her changed cuz she's goin out with her fren. went out with her and then i met my sisters. we had our lunch before makin our way home. My parents reached home bout 15 minutes later.. by the way it was SoFea's 4th bday... hahhahaa... then neway Anim called up and we met at the interchanged... met Yatee and Hudah and it was fun again.... Anim was busy lately cuz of the new skool.. she teaching at Qiaonan Primary and she's enjoyin it... NOT... hahahaa...
i'm still confused and paranoid over the same matter. why does it always have to end this way?.... why does it always hurts when you tink about it?.. is it because of me?...
oh ya! Abg Ian's band, BayAreaRocBlasta is in the Semi for the Band Explosion... kewl... hahhahaa check them out here -->
BayAreaRocBlasta
till the next one!
my devilish rants;
12:27 AM
Sunday, March 28, 2004
Home Alone Part 4...
i was supposed to be at my sis's place, to look after it for her cuz she went to Melacca for the weekend. then for some urgent thingy, my parents are also gone for the weekend. so leaving me with that maid of mine... ishk... told her not to wipe the windoews with the grills opened but she just wont listen... duh!
still feeling pissed and emotional but i really have no idea why?... is it really because i'm paranoid? or because people dun care bout me?... or i cared too much for them to notice? damn...
till the next one..
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12:24 AM
Saturday, March 27, 2004
Fucking Pissed... part 4
cant really figure out why i'm aboved but i'm really am... gee.. am i that sensitive and desperate and emotional?.... hahahaa... still wondering.. maybe itz just me... so was it juz my immagination....? gee... help me...
my head is turning inside out and my logic has been torn apart.. gee... really... all is gone and all is done but i'm still pissed... arghhhh!!! why?...
paranoid?... fuck man!
damn!...
my devilish rants;
1:28 AM
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
I'm Better Off Alone Anyway...
really... neway just checking to see if the song really werks...
it finally werks! hahahahahahahahahaaa
till the next entry! a longer one i hope! hahhahaa
my devilish rants;
6:08 PM
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
It's oh so quiet........ hush hush
aite... my sister and her husband is out of the house so most of the time, the house is quiet.. NOT! not with my niece and nephew and soon to be added niece or nephew or both... yeah yeah.. my house will be a child care center by the end of the year... hahahaaa.. cant wait though.. few more months to go... weeee!
talkin bout babies, reminds me of my fren's sister.. really sad to hear bout the operation and twins... i would noe how it feels cuz my sis went thru it too.. twice so i guess itz just fate.... oh ya! i guess this yea is really a baby year.. Dayana is also expecting a nephew, Yatee also a nephew and Anim is also getting either a niece or a nephew... and my sisters.. wow... hahahaaa.. wonder when is my turn?... ya rite! hahahahaahahahaaa
kay, i'm sleepy now so i tink i'll stop now... guess all the baby talk is making my eyes heavy... lame! neway, till the next entry!
my devilish rants;
1:54 AM
Friday, March 19, 2004
Dun tell me...
aite.. things didn't tuen out wat i wanted it to be... if only... but in Pleakley's words, watever... ahahahaa.. watched too much of the Stitch movie.. neway go check it out if you like cartoons...
neway, my sis is moving out of the house tmr... gonna miss her alot... there will be no one to disturb me again... sob.... hahahaaa... but the room is empty.. hahahahaahaa... but i still have to sleept with that maid of mine.. mum was really pissed off with her last week... gosh! really so scarry but she's just slow and all.. i mean really... things that she's not supposed to do, she do.. things that she's not supposed to ask, she asked... nonsense rite... in other words, she a big busybody.. ahahahaahah KPO! oh ya! and yesterday, i wanted to change Shukrey's na[[y so i told her to get the things ready... then i asked her for the wet tissues and she said there isn't anymore so i told her to get a pail of water.. you noe wat she put in the pail to wipe Shukrey's butt? his face towel... how dumb!... gosh tat's only like one of the lots things that she had done... neway mum told her not make her pissed anymore cuz if she did, she will be send home... actually the day mum was really pissed with her, mum asked her to pack her clothes but in the end mum only lectured her... hai.... hahahahaaa...
oh ya! my cute little dearie darlin Sany bought me a dvd for my bday.. hehehahahaa.. Avril's dvd but neway, thanx a lot!!! love it... and it was fun meeting your family that day.. hahahaa... lurve ya! muaaks!
neway, i think by now i should have changed my layout so here it is... version 2...
till the next entry!
my devilish rants;
2:39 PM
Thursday, March 11, 2004
New song...
got a new song... duh.. but neway, itz from Avril Lavigne... itz her new single which i dun think itz out yet btu do check it out if you hav Kazaa or wat... itz really nice...
Don't Tell Me by Avril Lavigne
You held my hand and walked me home
I don't know why you gave me that kiss
It was something like this
It made me go oh-oh
You wiped my tears
Got rid of all my fears
Why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough
To take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you
That I'm not like that girl
The one who gives it all away, yeah
Did you think that I was gonna
Give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was something
I was gonna do, and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way
Don't think that your charm
And the fact that your arm
Is now around my neck,
Will get you in my pants
I'll have to kick your ass
And make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop
Thought I liked you a lot,
But I'm really upset
(I'm really upset)
Get out of my head
Get off of my bed
Yeah that's what I said
Did I not tell you
That im not like that girl
The one who throws it all away
Did you think that I was gonna
Give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was something
I was gonna do, and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way
This guilt trip that you put me on
Won't mess me up, I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away
Did you think that I was gonna
Give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was something
I was gonna do, and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way
(Better off that way)
I'm better off alone anyway
my devilish rants;
1:33 AM
Full!!!... Burp!... Alhamdulilah...
aite... just got back from dinner at Mak's place.. remembered Hidayah mentioning it on her blog during bulan puasa last yr so went to check it out... neway, Dad and his members always eat ther after their class agama at Masjid Kassim but ntodae was somthing special... it was Mak Haji's bday... so neway after my swimming outing, we went...
ya, swimming... after a pause period of time due to some reason.... we got back again todae... it wasn't that suny so it was alrite... neway we swam and had our dinner at Long John and then Anim went off for her tuition while me and Yatee went to NTUC to get her stuffs... then i walked home as usual and when i reached home, everyone looked sad cuz they had not had thier dinner... after much persuasion, i told them to have dinner at Serangoon Garden for their mee soto but after much liberations, we decided to meet Mum and Dad at Mak's... so neway i had spaghetti and soup plus salad and a root beer float and itz nice... really... but gosh! so much for my execises!!!! hahahahaha
neway, had my evaluation todae... did not went well... hahahaa... kerb!!!!! hhhahahaa.. hopefully, 17 will go smoothly... insya allah.. pray for me eh!!! thanx... hahahahaaa...
neway,
Jon Peter Lewis (i hope i got it rite...), hope you make it to the finals!!!!
till the next entry!
my devilish rants;
12:38 AM
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
My hand is cramped!
aite.. things have been great so far ar... hahahaaa.... neway had a sleepover at Hudah's place last Sat.. her parents were off to Melacca so we went over there.. as per normal, we would chilled out at Starbucks at bout 11 plus at nyte before makin our way back to her house.. then we had a Q&A session which was really fun... get to noe alot bout the gerls.. and i man a lot plus some juicy details... ahahaaahahaa... did not turn in till bout 6 in the morning and we all woke up at bout 9 later....
neway we decided to have our breakie cum lunch at Banquet Simei... we took a bus then we walked ard Eastpoint for a while before taking hte train home. i went off to Kak Suzee's place cuz i need to do some painting... neway reached there then i painted one of the room... and i was sleepy... painted for alike 4 hours then i took a rest for another hour before touching up the room.. then we went home... damn tiring!....
neway, the whole day itz been raining and i liked it.... damn good... and my feet are really itching to drive... really... gosh... not been driving for a long time... but i'm goin back this Wednesday so cant wait for it!
oh ya! went out with Reza on Wed... it was really fun.. we went to watch Something's Gotta Give and it was hilarious... honestly and Keanu was gorgeous! such a hottie... hahahaa... it was really nice and i really enjoyed the outing... hahahaa... neway he's goin in PA on the 16th for his NS... gonna miss his craps though!...hahahaaa
aite... neway, a fren of mine is really pissed rite now... i noe how whom-is-concerned is feeling rite now... guess that whom-is-not-concerned (literally!) is being such a fucking jerk... serious! i mean how can that whom-is-not-concerned say such thngs bout my fren when that whom-is-not-concerned noe nuts bout my fren... really pissed you noe!
neway;
AniM. YaTee and HudaH ---> thanx a lot gerls for all those wonderful days i've spent with you... really! and thanx a lot for the little gifts that we've exchanged (even though itz been a month but better late than neva..) but neways, thanx a lot for the fun and laughter and all.. lurve you v.much!
Ida---> stay strong gerl! lurve ya! hehehhahahaa...really!
Dayana ---> rent a car again?... hehehahhaa... lurve ya too!
LiN MarLene---> now that you've got your own blog, i'm so happy! wee...
till the next entry!
my devilish rants;
1:24 AM
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
The f*****g song is not playing!
gee... dumb Avril!!! hahahaaa.. neway, new song is up.. itz Hoobastank's Running Away cuz basically i'm running away from everything... damn! hahhaaa... or people running away from me?... i wonder... hahahaa.. neway, as you noe tat most (all...) songs that i've posted are bout my life so this song is also bout my life.. i wonder... neway check out the lyrics so you can sing along to the song...
Running Away By Hoobastank
I don't want you to give it all up
And leave your own life collecting dust
And I don't want you to feel sorry for me
You never gave us a chance to be
And I don't need you to be by my side
To tell me that everything's alright
I just wanted you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
Why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
Cause I did enough to show you that I
Was willing to give and sacrifice
And I was the one who was lifting you up
When you thought your life had had enough
And when I get close, you turn away
There's nothing that I can do or say
So now I need you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
Is it a waste of time?
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
... What is it I've got to say...
So why are you running away?
... To make you admit you're afraid...
Why are you running away?
my devilish rants;
2:38 AM
Monday, March 01, 2004
Gee... Where was I?
hahahaa.. kay i noe i've not been updating the last few weeks but who really cares! no one reads it anyway cept for some lovely people put there who does...(i lurve you peeps!) neway, Febuary passes smoothly and i'm glad it passes cuz i cant wait for the 17th of March... it will be the worst 40 minutes of my life... worst than taking supp paper... hahahaa lame!... let you noe wat it is when the day comes....hahaaa.... neway juz wish me luck! hahahahaa
aite, received some bad news from a fren of mine... but gerl! you are better off without him... honestly! hahahaaa... me still as before... so me also kewl... i mean life is really good with a lot of your frens ard... i'm really glad to have my frens as my frens... they are the best in the world...
oh ya! my trip to kl was amazingly adventure-ous... hahahaa... well, we reached klang, my aunt's place, at bout 11 in the morning even though we went out of Singapore at bout 6 plus... then had a quick nap before making my way to kl itself... but only me, Kak Wani and Abg Ian went.. Mum, Nyai, Sofea and Shukrey stayed cuz they were tired...hahaaa.. neway the 3 of us went to Berjaya Times Square and it was HUGE! really... itz like Titanic... 16th storeys of shops and the best part, there was a roller coaster in the shopping centre itself.... and i took the ride and it was awesome!!!!! hahahaaa... totally... i was still dry even thought it was raining heavily outside... hahahaa... neway, after that we went to Chinatown, Petaling Street to get some good bargains... my sis got a Louis Vuitton bag for 80RM and itz nice.. it was actaully 160RM but hahahaaa.... then i saw this Nike Air Force shoe and it was pink in colour... and it was really gorgeous... really.. neway we bargained for mt shoes and my bro's Boink shoes for 170RM but to my dismay, tak der size! bingit!!!!!... neway we went back to Klang and my cousins ajak go somewhere which i declined cuz i was really tired and my back hurts!
neway, woke up early and then went to the market and it was fun! hahhaaa... i ate a lot! really... bought 2RM worth of drum2 then got that keropok ikan, then gramps bought a box of mandarin oranges, then got char kuey and lots other... then in the afternoon, we went to Mines Wonderland... it was nice... there is a stream that goes through the shopping mall and it was like wah.... then we went to Shah Alam then we went back to Klang... then we were off back to Singapore the next morning... and it was really scary...hahaaa... i mean, one of the tyres of our vehicle burst when we were still 281km away from JB.... i was really shaken but it was alrite.. nobody got hurt and thank God, Abg Ian had control of the MPV.... and we still manaed to do some shoppin at Ayer Hitam... hahaaa.. but really, the porridge at Machap nye tempat rehat is really nice!really!...hhahaaa... neway that was the adventure i had...
the rest of the month was alrite for me... neway;
Hidayah---> Welcomez! glad you like it!
till the next entry!
my devilish rants;
6:31 PM
