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Friday, January 23, 2004
CheeseFries!!!!!!

like i mentioned in the previous entry, we went to the restaurant-on-the-tree thingy and it was fun.... seriously! the food was good and we got lost neway...ahahahaaa... we went out of Singapore at about 10 then reached there at bout 1115 then we went off at bout 1245... it was really fun and there were a lot of noise coming from the fire crackers and it was like wow.... neway we went back to Singapore rite after that cuz all the shops were closed... duh!

neway, we went off to Changi to catch some interesting people but to pur dismay, they were off duty!...hahahahaa... so we went back home and on Chinese New Year day itself, woke up and went to wash the cars...hahaha lame! after that, lazed at home before making my way to Kak Ina's house for a mini bbq at the staircase...hahahahaaahahaha... alrite i brought the bbq rack a long and then we bbq.. it was fun though... had hotdogs, cuttlefish balls, black peppered mushrooms and etc.... then about midnite, they send me home...

so now, while i'm reading some gossips on i'm lustin for Justin Timberlake (gosh! he's so cute........ damn!) and craving for KFC Cheesefries, guess i got to go and have my showers! hahahaa..... lame... i really need to get those cheesefries!... damn!

till the next entry!



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2:19 PM

Wednesday, January 21, 2004
My soooonnnngggg!!!!! (In a desperate way...)

finally i got the song that i really really been looking for....hahehehahaha... well this was the song that totally hits me durin the fiasco...sob!... gee.... neway i got the song so i tot i shared it with you...

Here Without You by 3 Doors Down

A hundred days had made me older since the last time
that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and
I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me


The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me





my devilish rants;
7:41 PM


I'm Ashton Kutcher and I'm awwwwssoomee!

the headline is actually courtesy of Dayana and Justin Timberlake..... hahahaaa...go and check him out in the SNL version of Punk'd...itz really funny and nonsense neway..hahaha lame!

neway something is really wrong with the server... been trying to post my entries but it sucks! neway, just to make things short, Happy Chinese New Year to any Chinese people who actually reads my blog...hahahaaa.... one in a million i guess but neway, really, to Cik Yat, Uncle Iskandar, Eddy, Nadia, Natasha and Erwin, Cik Jamal, Uncle Daud and Syazna, Happy Chinese New Year... so neway that's my list for my Chinese relatives....hahahaha.... lame... wat do you care?...

oh ya! a big shout-out to my darling sister, Kak Sabrina, Happy Burfday to you!!!!!! may all your wishes come true aite! i'll be giving you your pressie soon aite.... dun worry... you will get one this year...hehehehahahaheheheeeee....

neway, since itz her bday, we are goin out for dinner again this year! yesh!!!! hahah last yr we went to Putri Pan in Johor and it was kewl and this time we mite be welcoming the new year like the Chinese cuz we mite be eating on top of the trees...hahaha like monkeys!!!! hahahahaaa.. tell ya the banana details soon!

till the next entry!



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7:27 PM

Friday, January 09, 2004
Screaming Infedelitites!!!!!

gosh! just found out some things bout my kakak sedara....hahahahaaa. cant believe bout it... but after all these years, didnt really think bout it but watver it is, i support you all the way... hahahahaa...cant wait if this thing be out to the family....hahahaaaa

neway, life's nothing fancy so far... a bit of some things but big deal! people gave me advices and all but nothing they say can do anything... even though i want to but i cant...so just have to live with tat...hahahaaa....lame but who cares!

i dun really see why i even bother to write all these nonsense when no one really read my blog so to those who are reading this rite now, thanx for dropping by.... hahaaa... you really read my blog?.....hahahaaaaaa..... neway, thanx!

i really feel like screaming my heart out! a lot of things are cramped inside and i really want to let them out... feel like doin the 'lilo' thingy but itz not enuff... people often see me as the happy-go-lucky-i'm-fine-always kind of person but deep inside, i'm shit! dun even noe why i like to keep my feelings cuz i dun need people to symphatize with me. who even give a shit bout me? when i'm always give a shit bout others.... damn rite! ishk! gee...dun even noe wat i'm writing but just dun give a shit bout me!

till the next entry!



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3:51 PM

Wednesday, January 07, 2004
Emo, Emo Me......

check out this song by DashBoard ConfeSSioNaL...he's one great guy with great emo songs... not really hardcore emo but just emo... love all his songs.. couldnt find my fav to put on the net but get another one instead..itz not even acoustic which it will be really nice when itz one.. somehow i will find a converter so that i can upload some songs... neway check him out if you are feeling emo like me!

Hands Down By Dashboard Confessional

Breathe in for luck breathe in so deep
This air is blessed you share with me
This night is wild so calm and dull
These hearts they race from self control
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine
We're doing fine we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst or break or bury or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer

The words are hushed lets not get busted,
Just lay entwined here undiscovered
Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions
"hey did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear, so we can get some

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst or break or bury or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers and
the time on the clock when we realized
it's so late and the walk that we shared together.
The street was wet and the gate was locked
so I jumped it and let you in and you stood at the door
with your hands on my waist and you kissed me,
but you meant it and I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it, that you meant it,
and I knew, that you meant it, that you meant it.


my devilish rants;
11:36 PM


Bring the beat back!

just watched Justin performing in his hometown, Memphis on starworld.... and he sooooooo gorgeous!!!!! Carmen D is a lucky gerl... hahahahhaa.... damn! he's one hot sexiest guy ever man!!!! hahahaha

kay enuff of my daydreaming... sigh... he's so cute.... damn.... neway i went out with Ida just now...went to skool first to meet Lin Marlene to give her gift... then had mee soto at design, saw Eddy then we walked all the way to safra to take 65 to go to O-town... Ida need to send her hp to nokia care centre for repair... so after that we walked around before she went off to meet Wak at Somerset... i took the train home and reached just in time for dinner... was really hungry but i ate little... i dun noe why lah... excited i guess.... hahahhaa.... for Justin lah, wad were you thinking??.... neway, now feeling like the only child cuz my sis and hubby are out... so pitiful....hahahaa..

tomorrow i'll be werking again... so good... cuz at least i made 50 bucks this week... alrite ar... rather than me sitting at home doin nuthing... still hoping tat i got my allowance this month cuz i need it...hahahhaaaaaaa.... damn!

oh ya! went to Kak Suzze new house the other nite... it was totally like kampong seh! really... so the resort type... i feel so like kampong with the lightings... damn... scarry also got lah like when you go back to your kampong then you got that feeling... neva mind if you dun get it.... neway it was nice alrite ar.. cant complain much either...hahaha

oh ya! lately i've been craving for Mac Filet-o-fish.... damn... itz nice and yummy and delicious... dun noe lah... siow!

oh ya! Hayden is on tv!! not exactly rite now but his show is bein shown on channel i every sunday at 4pm... check out higher ground... itz alrite ar bout teens in a camp to rehabilate (is there such word?) and he's cute too! hahahaaaaa.... i'm a sucker for this kind of guys!!!!!! and guys in hoods too! hahahhaahahaaaahehehehahaha..... lame but neway do check him out. in case you are like goin 'Hayden, who?' he's Anakin Skywalker cum Darth Vader in Star Wars Episode 2 & 3.... he's cute!!! and he's Canadian... hahahhahaahaaaa

gosh! did you noe bout Britney annulling her weddin? really...hahahaa.. and the marriage was so short... just like mine... not wedding lah you dummy... my other thingy...hahahahahaa... lame...

neway, till the next entry!



my devilish rants;
10:54 PM

Sunday, January 04, 2004
Happy New Year!!

well, 2003 have gone and 2004 is here... i have to say 2003 was a lot of fun and a lot of things happened to me and around the world....

neway, the year end was a bit hearbreaking for me...hahahaa... firstly, my aunt and my cuzzies went home and secondly, something happened to me... i wasn't really upset bout it but after a while, it hit me so i was like crying my eyes out... hahahaa... it wasn't really tat bad, i mean the whole fiasco but somehow it was cry-able....hahahahaaaaa... i wont say no name now coz the person would noe who he is... neway, we had a wonderful friendship and i wish you all the best... but just keep in mind that i'll still be there for you whenever you need me......

neway, i was thinking that every year i made new resolutions and i didnt really stick to it so this time, my resolution will be no more resolution cuz itz a waste of everything.. neway, if i really want to do it, i'll just do it... so far so good... thrice bitten, forever shy...

yesterday, i went out with Ida to town and i had a wonderful time even though we only get Lin Marlene's bday gift... we did not get anything from anywhere... then bout 6 plus we made a move. Ida went to Eunos MRT to meet up with her sis and bro-in-law then i made my way to Tampines to get a bus to go to Punggol.... went ard TM for a while and got myself Mocha Frapp from Starbucks before taking bus no 3 to Punggol... did not realised someone was at Starbucks till i reached home later at nyte.... neway, Kak Ina cooked my fav, spaghetti last nite and it was delicious as usual... then i had ice-cream and then waited for my parents to be there... Kak Suzee and Abg Md Nor also came with their new car, Hyundai Gertz and it was nice..... really nice.... Dad's car is postponed to March... damn tat agent.. he said that if we get champagne mica, we would get it in Feb and we would get the Red in March... then now he said in March.. told him to change it to Red... hahahahaha..

yesterday also, Abg Adam bro came with the new components for our tv set... it was spoilt for 2 weeks and i was really damn bored the last 2 weeks without tv but after some whinning, Dad told me and Mum and Abg Md Nor to go TV shopping... hahahaaa... been praying also that the old tv cant be repaired... but neway, we got the new tv with was alrite... flat Philips TV at a good cost... so it was alrite... neway the old tv is back but we decided to give it to the newly weds for their new house... which they have gotten the keys last week....

neway;
Wakzool---> itz very hard ar to explain why they celebrate Christmas... not that they really celebrate itz just that they only do it for the sake of the other side... like my Uncle Yvon is still doin the normal thing... neway, my aunt dun really do Hari Raya in France too.... cuz she dun have anyone to celebrate it with her but she still fast and everything..... haiya...dun noe how to explain lah.... hahahaa :-)


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9:24 PM


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